Tribute

seven months .. where'd you .. i miss u so .. feels like like it's been forever .. time flies by .. it seems .. i've gotten boring-er .. it's been waay too long .. losing my edge .. so .. let's recap .. october .. all the way through to may .. no mean task .. but as a member of Kiss-My-Anthia said .. " Let's do this we shall" .. the memories wash over me .. to drown or not to drown .. oh well .. it's been a rocky seven months for me .. very bumpy .. time and time again .. same story .. different characters .. feels like i've done this before .. have i ? monologues .. soliloquys .. my favourite .. too long to tell in one telling .. one thing i realized from all these months .. is that there are only two states of being .. bad or worse .. so .. what is it .. that makes us happy ..what is it .. that eases the pain .. that makes it bearable .. it is the presence of people .. friends ... brothers .. for better or worse .. there all the way ..sharing it .. all of it .. same blood coursing through our veins .. for they who stood to be my punching bag .. those who taught me .. the meaning of bonds .. how it feels to pull and be pulled out of the darkness .. those who slapped me with the truth .. who punched virtue, kicked confidence , body-slammed fun into me .. now .. on my feet .. standing my ground .. still have a long way to go .. but i see a light at the end of the tunnel .. believe it .. the road doesn't seem so long .. not anymore .. and this .. weany as it may be .. my way .. words .. written .. engraved .. is my tribute .. to you fag .. Puppet master .. Carlton ...