All the wrong reasons

It's been 2 days since my last post .. got a bit busy ... so here it is
for all the wrong reasons .. that's what i think ... every thing happened .. so i make mistakes .. i'm only human ..anyway

update
after my last post i went into paper 2 and did amazingly well .. stayed awake all day until like 10 .. then had to take my sister home ... man that girl is soo whiny... she whines about whining... yea i know ... but she's family .. anyway next day ..which was yesterday .. i woke up late .. barely made it to the practical .. did extremely bad .. fell asleep on my desk .. looked around to find no one left in the exam hall .. so i gave my paper in and walked out scratching my head ..everyone on the other side started laughing .. and i had this puzzled look on my face .. turns out my the desk was kinda serrated so my face was marked all over with stripes.. it was funny to look at .. i guess .. i smoked the last cigarette from yesterday's pack in celebration to "the end of my exams" ( i only had one subject to begin with. :p ). anyway .. and i went on my laptop for a minute only for my obnoxious sister to take my laptop to "Study" .. at that point u can only guess how much i hate her... moving on ... i spent the waiting time discussing something with someone ... and i realized that all of it was for the wrong reasons .. all of it .. i don't know anything about it .. i guess i was so happy it happened that i neglected any further efforts to make it better .. i just kept it at the same pace
and then i got bored .. i know i'm being and asshole .. i'm afraid that it wouldn't stand the test of time .. of distance .. and then some friend of mine told me that i shouldn't feel so bad .. coz it's the rule of long distances .. i dunno .. i hate myself for saying this .. i do love her .. man this is some weird shit..a year ago .. i wouldn't have believed that word came out of my mouth .. but people change .. and think i like the new me much more than the old me .. back to the main point i was making .. i just had to let this out .. and this is one long post .. but hey .. that's wat it's for right ? me letting it all out ..

and u know wat maybe that friend of mine is right .. it may have not stood thru the test .. man this is confusing .. but u know wat i'm glad i'll never have to find out .. it's about time i finished this up .. right now .. i'm in the library multitasking .. about to go eat .. yeah i'm getting a new charger .. don't have to borrow casserole's anymore .. and now i wait .. for the solution to my dilemma to come .. coz it will .. i just hope it comes in time

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