Do or Die

this is me panicking about the exam tomorrow .. which is pretty gay, seeing that i had ten days to study for it . well , i guess it is my fault afterall .. i haven't studied "jackshit" yet ... i got a long way to go ... the exam has 13 hrs left ... if i study non-stop from now to the time of the exam ... i still won't finish .. i guess i have to select what i should study .. discard topics i know anything about.. and focus on the ones i'm clueless about .. any way cramming shud start effectively any moment now.

one minute later ... i'm yet to be motivated .. i guess i have to take the initiative .. and actually start .. but i'm gonna blame myself for wasting my time no matter wat .. so i guess .. i should have good memories in the last hours of my career as a Dentist ... still nothing .. wow .. my senses are numbed by the sheer amount of things i have at stake and i still can't get myself to start .. well i guess .. all the credit foes to that prison/school i was in before here, our exams are frequent enough that we lost all the fear that comes with the imminence of exams .. yes i know .. i'm making futile excuses for myself. so feeble are they that i cannot even convince myself of it.

This is where i stand,i either do or die .. and you probably already know this .. but it's not fun .. yes i know this is the consequence of my own actions .. my own disregard to my responsibility .. my failure to comprehend the weight of the situation i'm in.

I think i just earned myself a forearm of righteousness ..

peace.. will not find a way into my mind today ..

I EITHER DO OR DIE

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